Kinda Sick (bleh)

I am still kinda sick but yesterday and part of the day before was horrible.

I had just finished watching Aristocats and then I went up stairs. I got really hyper and started jumping up and down. But then I got a really bad headache and I could only roll on the floor in pain. It was horrible. But then all the rolling made me sick to my stomach. I got on to the couch and lied down. I was miserable. My parents got home and my mom made me take a vitamin drink thing. It only made it worse. (though my mom says it couldn't) I went to bed early but I was probably the last one to sleep. I have had insomnia problems in the past so I tried all my old tricks. I even tried to sleep on the floor. Nothing worked. After an hour I tried to go see my parents to tell them that I couldn't sleep but they were already in bed. What was really bad was when I tried to get on the bed again my head started throbing. It was fine when I was lying down, but sitting up or standing up was horrible. (standing up was even worse) I still was trying to get to sleep after hours and then I got a really weird feeling. My mouth was really dry and I needed something to drink. Luckily I keep a few water bottles in my room incase I get thirsty. But I finished them and was still dying of thirst. I didn't want to have to get up and go fill up my water bottles but I was so thirsty. So I stood up and my head started to throb. It hurt so bad I fell down. I couldn't walk to the sink so I had to practicly crawl over the to sink and back. But when I got back I tried to take a drink but the water was kinda cold so when I drank it my head started to throb. And I also couldn't drink it lying down. So I couldn't. I finally went to sleep.

My mom came in and woke me up that morning. I felt ok but I was lying down and maybe a little scared to get up. But I did and I had to go to school because I didn't want to get behind. I got up and throbing head and falling down stuff. (you know) But I had to go. I went and lied down on the couch. I didn't want to eat but I knew I would be even more miserable if I didn't. So I had a banana, a tiny bit of smoothie, and another vitamin drink (I nearly couldn't get the whole thing down.) Well I am a bit stuborn and onry so I needed to tough a day out in school. Beside the next day would be Saturday.

I went to my first class Biology and I had no chance to rest. I went to finish a lab and then we had a really hard paper. I wanted to ask the teacher how to do it but I if I talk to people when I am feeling bad I usually start crying. (I don't know why but that is why I yell at people when I am sad) (so for future refence if I am about to cry or sad LEAVE ME ALONE) But I couldn't do the paper so I had to ask. I started getting a little teary eyed and my teacher asked if I was feeling ok. (Obviously not) So I said I was sick. And she said to go with her. I told her that I couldn't leave school. (My mom was a sub for my BCIS teacher and I didn't want to miss anything) Then she said that we could go get some tylenol for me. (I hate medicine) So I said that I didn't like that stuff. Then she said we could go to the nurses office and I could go lie down. (I had no idea we had a nurse or if we did, where he office was) I said no. (I regret that a little bit) I went to next period, math and had to take a test. It wasn't too hard but still. Luckily in English we just watched a movie. In band I had to get my saxophone out to practice for my ensombles. I didn't feel like practicing so I gave up and put my sax up. I went and found on of my friends (by her boyfriend) and I went and said hi and lied down. People were probably staring at me. The floor was really uncomfortable to I stood up. But I felt horrible. I rested my head on the back of a chair. Some one asked what was wrong, but I didn't tell him. (it is weird, I go to a really small school so pretty much everyone knows everyone, at least in band, so people will know me who I never talk to or accociate (however it is spelt) with.) He was one of the people who I never talk to and when I do talk it is short responses to their questions. But anyway. I was pretty miserable. Luckily as the day went on I got better. I was back to my old self later that day. But my mom made me get a makeover. (I hate makeup) I brought one of my friends with me and we talked for a while. Ok not really we IMed eachother and we were sitting in the same room. But then we started the torture. Ok it wasn't that bad but it I didn't want to do it. After that we talked for a little bit long and then she stole my phone (maybe I let her use it) And I took it back after I saw what she said. (none of your buisness) Well it resulted in a very short conversation and explaining that I didn't say that and answering a question that was sparked by Amanda's comment. (she said it like it was comming from me)

Well after that I watched a movie called Joshua that nearly made me cry. It was about if Jesus came back to earth would we reconize Him. I though something was going to happen that would make my cry but it didn't. So I went to bed. I have a slightly sore throut now but that happens a lot.

There is only about one or two times where I have been sicker than that. (That I remember) Once right before I was going to start 7th grade I got really sick. (I think I missed a concert or a lock out or something) But I couldn't stand up or sit up without getting dizzy. I also couldn't eat and slept all the time. (completly not like me) (especially the eating) Well I went to the doctor (it was horrible having to sit up in the waiting room) and got some medicine and then I decided I should go to school since it was the first day and all. I wasn't feeling too well all day and finally 6th period I started shaking and I went to the nurse and turns out I had a fevor. I got sent home on the first day of school. I slept, they had to practially force food down my throut. (not really) I didn't even go to school the next day. I went to a different doctor and turns out I had been given the wrong medicine or something like that. It was horrible. I got better.

Then I got kinda sick like that again but not quite as bad. I was working in the office. (I was an office aide in 7th grade which was really unusual. Well the secretary noticed something was wrong. The next period I was sent to the nurses office and I ended up sitting in the office for another half hour or more waiting for my mom to get there. It was pretty bad. I never want to be that sick ever again. (I could live) I think both times I lost a lot of weight but especially the 1st time.

Well I am better now.

Addie